2008/03/03 I can.

A phone call ,
ring to Tainan.


After last arrive to TP,
it is a week pass by, I wrote a email.
Today, I just prepare a new attitude to my job,
I got a phone, it ring accidentally, fluctuate my mind..
All happen in just miniutes, but I need to make some decision
With the last 3 CRs, I try to research active sync provider
I always think my job, programming ,
a real game and new challenge to me
But after view the msdn, I still
can't figure out some role to the topic, very orz
Messaging with Irene, we chat a lot, and I feel something sorry
Finally, Irene just ask , how is your interview, I said, pass
Will you go? I think. from 99%->72%
Yes, I need, and I must, and I have to, back to Tainan.
As I wished two years ago, I wish return to Tainan to work
and I can spent more time stay with my parents
Young brother and sister, they love work and study in the north
But as the oldest children in the family,
I wish can stay with our parents more and
take thme to many places watching and playing
Until now, the phone, it make my dream may come true,but did I prepare for it?
Compare the south and north, life with much funny things in the north,it is
But I can give up all those things,back to my country
in a small company, in a low pay, in a very very normal engineer's life
But I just feel a little sorry that I must leave far away from her and the place
I think the place is very nice, many people,my first love,
and so much memories with my good friends and colleagues
But it is more critical that I will be far away from her.
I don't know what will happen after this weekend,the
important birthday party and the big girl
I really love the soul in the body, and
the some attributes of the body
If all just come to end, maybe I can exit in a empty mind
if all just grab my emotions, can I take some of her away there?
Review my note wrote two yeares again, I ever pray that and I almost get this
I just make a phone call to my mon, but she
didn't know how is the situation of the corp, and she feel a little anxious
I try to explain to her and make her feel happy about my decision, but she can't
Mom said she will discuss with dad later, I said ok, and hang up
Minutes after, dad call me , just said he agree with my decision shortly
Did I? I think... Yes.
If I can do more for my parents and my friends, please let me prove that




Irene 說：
是因為搭配"拍"嗎
[Denny Huang] 說：
你確定飛出去的人 還聽的到拍這個字眼媽? (風聲)
Irene 說：
有時候我很容易以第一點就去判斷別人,應該要寬以待人才對(阿彌佗佛)
[Denny Huang] 說：
這很不容易
[Denny Huang] 說：
人都難免如此
[Denny Huang] 說：
其實有太多珍貴的緣份 都被抹煞載第一點的. not right..
[Denny Huang] 說：
但 上天依然很慷慨 不停給人門 一次又一次的 第一點
[Denny Huang] 說：
也許 當我們都學習 也校正了自己這樣的弱點 可是... time is late and too late.
[Denny Huang] 說：
(幫花果山的孫小姐點播一首 [舞女] )

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Irene 說：
ㄟ~~~~~~~~~~
Irene 說：
這幾句話請寫在你個人日記裡
Irene 說：
你真的很容易瓊瑤上身
[Denny Huang] 說：
唉... 我只是個平凡水瓶宅宅... 嘿嘿 哈哈 挖哈哈
Irene 說：

[Denny Huang] 說：
你剛剛說寫在blog 飾這句媽? (幫花果山的孫小姐點播一首 [舞女] )